Introduction

the 1st blog again... after so long...
well... today whenever i go.. something juz pop into my mind...
we used to think in these way:-

1. how nice if i never do this/that...
2. how nice if time could turn back...
3. what if im doing this/that...

this kind of question used to pop into our mind...well.. i cant deny.. i used to be one of those who like to think in that way.. and of coz until today... im still thinking in that way.. i think i am getting worse.. coz i even feel like how nice if there is no one out there know who am i ... and that is why i would like to name my blog as no name... but... the name is unavalable...

in the past, i have done alot of so called 'silly' stuff... i did things that most youngsters will do.. (oh well, im still young of coz)... like wat..?? err... as in.. we go clubbing, we try things that we 'think' we should do when we r young... we go flirt around, we do things that parents worry bout... we go and know some bad frens... we 'copy cat' when exam time.. oh yeah..lots more.. but of coz not to the extend that i betray myself... hehehe....

oh well... sometimes... we thought that we are young, and we have lots more time to be wasted.. and that is why we did a lot of stupid thing when we are young... a lots of things that we have done last time... until now... i mean PRESENT.. we feel regret and we again... will think... how nice if last time i never did that... how nice if time could turn back, i will never did that again...or what if i am not doing that last time...things like that... im pretty sure most of us do think in this way... include me...if i would be given a chance.... i wish :-

1. i will never hurt my frens
2. i will still keep in good contact with babe
3. i will never neglect meen
4. i never hurt my lou gong zai
5. i can do better in my exam
6. i can do better in my final year
7. i will not go clubbing
8. i will not get drunk
lots more carry on....

but the funny thing is.. time will never turn back for us.. we can never b back to the same situation and says.. i will never do this again... or who know even if this happened, i bet 99.99% of us will still repeat the same mistake....

so the conclusion is... we will never be able to forget or erase or delete all ur past memory.. but of coz ... we have present and future for us to carry on...

i have no idea what do i want to put in yet... well... to be continue...