its monday.. was telling babe.. these days i dun have the problem of monday blue.. cz.. my week started with sunday.. cz i have to work on sunday.. and sunday is consider quite a relaxing day cz HQ nt working on sunday, and its more relax here..
so... today, monday, which will normally be the busiest day of the week.. and also the most most stressful day of the week.. loads and loads of things to be settle today.. PROUDLY present.. i have already settle my pending documentation work (which i hate the most).. p/s: should i feel proud? cz i have been pending it for long..:P
sometimes i think im kinda capable.. cz .. im now.. taking charge of the whole branch.. bearing a total of few million budget for the yr.. ever since the day i join, the whole branch is consider brand new.. all of the staffs.. including me myself is new.. starting from scratch basically.. how to communicate with my staffs, get to know all the agents, know the system, know the products... lots more from what u can think.. there was no one there to guide me.. have to depends on myself.. for EVERY SINGLE LITTLE PETTY PETTY THING... even i've been here for a year, but i am still learning..
but sometimes i think im kinda fed up.. lot of the time.. i feel like giving up.. there a lot of stressful stuff i have to handle.. it could be different from day to day and getting more and more stressful from day to day.. on top of it, im in a sensitive position that people really getting very sensitive for who i am.. its actually very heartache.. and i do really feel so sad, when i am not tht trustworthy for some of my agents here.. whenever i feel like giving up.. i will think of... all my LIABILITIES... then i will slap myself.. and say..WAKE UP.. aiks...sigh...
sometimes i do want to share wat i m thinking with others.. but then..its very difficult for me to do so.. becz... too long to explain and too complicated to explain...wat im doing, the nature of the field im involving in.. and.. more...
finally i call it a day.. more to go for the next day... nyway, thats wat wake me up early in the morning.. when u thought of those stressful thing, u wont feel like sleeping nymore...TATA~
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