have u ever have a kind of feeling where.. thr is a day.. whr u expect the most in a year.. but then this is also the day u scare the most..? expected it to come and yet scared to be hurt... guess wats the day? ok... my bday...
have u ever have this kind of feeling whr.. u were so excited to go somewhere with ur frens.. n then everything spoilt by juz a phone call?? whr u have been mumbling, nagging, scolding... by ur boss for about half & hour.. saying nothing but juz 'yes..yes... ok... ok...'
have u ever have this feeling where u feel like crying u dun feel like talking, but yet, u juz have the chance to meet all the people where u have to entertain, then u have to smile, laugh and talk with them??
elvis, a fren of mine said since the thing is already bad, y wanna make it worse??
he also said.. wat can be worse than if im dead?
perhaps he is right..
Monday, August 17, 2009
Sunday, August 16, 2009
160809_in the office
m currently in the office alone.. all other colleagues were left.. i m suppose to complete my budget meeting's report, but im here sitting down here.. blurring.. and updating my blog..
im feeling kind of confuse.. something happened and it seems i should have take the responsibility about this things.. i guess.. thr is juz no one to be blamed of.. i feel scared.. at this moment im blur because again, i think human are juz very scary.. u couldnt und wat they r thinking and wats the intention behind for doing something tht does 'look great' to u. then one day, u found, thts juz a piece of crab, whr thr is a trick behind, and BINGO!! GOT YA!!
i have been creating this whole piece of 'SHOOT' here.. and now.. should i apologizE? and does tht enough? or should i solve the things?? perhaps the moral value of the story is... next time, jz do wat u r suppose to... dun be busy body... sigh.. m still figuring it... give me some times...
these year gonna be a special bday for me, bcz.. the day be4 my bday, im already traveling and on my bday, im in my zone budget meeting, so this yr's celebration = no celebration.. COOL!!! he said.. most of the times, human tends to complain, but no matter how u complain, u still gotta face it, carry on with ur life.. OK!! FACE IT THEN!!! he said....
nyway, thx for a gang of fren of mine, who have been out to celebrate for me earlier on.. karen, shirley, esther, jazz & the late comer (bf), dai lou, tong li, shawn.. well, i think its juz another chance of gathering.. i guess the next shall be on oct then...
so long...~
im feeling kind of confuse.. something happened and it seems i should have take the responsibility about this things.. i guess.. thr is juz no one to be blamed of.. i feel scared.. at this moment im blur because again, i think human are juz very scary.. u couldnt und wat they r thinking and wats the intention behind for doing something tht does 'look great' to u. then one day, u found, thts juz a piece of crab, whr thr is a trick behind, and BINGO!! GOT YA!!
i have been creating this whole piece of 'SHOOT' here.. and now.. should i apologizE? and does tht enough? or should i solve the things?? perhaps the moral value of the story is... next time, jz do wat u r suppose to... dun be busy body... sigh.. m still figuring it... give me some times...
these year gonna be a special bday for me, bcz.. the day be4 my bday, im already traveling and on my bday, im in my zone budget meeting, so this yr's celebration = no celebration.. COOL!!! he said.. most of the times, human tends to complain, but no matter how u complain, u still gotta face it, carry on with ur life.. OK!! FACE IT THEN!!! he said....
nyway, thx for a gang of fren of mine, who have been out to celebrate for me earlier on.. karen, shirley, esther, jazz & the late comer (bf), dai lou, tong li, shawn.. well, i think its juz another chance of gathering.. i guess the next shall be on oct then...
so long...~
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